Some DEEP SHIT!

Busy as shit trying to finish EXPENDABLES #2 by Oct. 30th. I got 8 pages to go and 8 pages to do it in! Wish me luck! Then after that, its 50-65 pages of OUTCAST by Dec. 30th, plus commission work. Yeah, busy as shit!!!!!!!!

For now, a breather. Read some heavy Q&A from a survey thingie I stole from myspage:


1) What is your favorite quote?
"However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light." Stanley Kubrick


2) If you had to choose between saving the life of your pet, or saving the life of your enemy, which would you choose?
Fuck the enemy. My pets, all the way.


3) Would you rather experience true love with the guarantee of heartbreak, or to never love at all, and why?
Probebly not at all. If I KNEW it was doomed to fail, I would not pursue a thing.


4) When you break up with somebody, do you throw away/burn everything that reminds you of them?
I throw things away. The only thing I kept from my ex's were my prom pictures. Cause dammit, they are PROM pics! I paid for those! when you ever gonna get a pic of me in a tux?


5) If you were in trouble, who can you always count on to be there for you?
the wife. My parents. Maybe Shane, Jon , Dean and A lot of my comic pals too. Tim, Brian, etc.


6) What do you think of people who commit suicide?
I think its a cowardly thing. I mean, I get up and tough it out. suck it up. Rub some dirt in it, and take a lap.


7) What is the one thing you dislike most about yourself?
my inability to stay on a diet.


8) If you were raped and became pregnant, would you have an abortion?
well, I cannot get pregnant. but assuming this happened to my wife, I would likely favor abortion. but it would have to be a joint decision. but for sure, I'd kill the mother fucker who did it to her.


9) What is your saddest childhood memory?
Um, I guess moving as much as we did. being teased alot for being fat. (you think I woulda learned by now, right?)


10) If your house were on fire, and you could only save 3 things (not including people or pets) what would you choose?
Pictures, my artwork backup discs and Ipod.


11) If you found out you only had 1 month left to live, and you could only do 3 things, what would they be?
finish all my artwork projects that I could, video tape as MUCH as possible for my kids to see it later and give everyone I know a good phonecall. Maybe a huge celebration somehow too.


12) Do you believe in karma?
Oh yes....and it's a bitch!

13) What is the one thing in your life you would change if you could?
um, my job is currently really unstable. I wish that would either go away or the fear of losing it would subside.


14) Is there somebody that you hate?
I do. I hate one of my bosses with a complete and utter passion.


15) What is something you would erase or change from your past?
I prefer not to answer this question. Really I wouldn't change anything.


16) What is the hardest thing you've ever done in your life?
Watch my mother die.


17) What would be worse, to be a failure or to be rejected?
to be a failure is my biggest fear and worst nightmare. I would just die.


18) Who knows you better than anyone else in your life?
My wife knows everything about me.


19) Do you feel that you have had a truly successful life?
Yeah. I'd say so. I am pretty satisfied. I would like to finish all my creative endevors though and see my kids grow.


20) What is your darkest secret?
I don't really have one. I mean it. I've done shitty, mean things sometimes that I regret but I have forgive and forgot about them. I have no secrets really.


21) What is one thing that someone can say to you that hurts you more than anything?
Um, I would say someone saying I was worthless when in reality, I do all I can to please people. Nothing confuses me or hurts me more.


22) When you die, how do you want people to remember you?
I'd say just look at my work. My comics, paintings, songs, etc. Who I am is all there. Even more than some people know.


23) Could you walk away from someone you love if you knew that it was better for them to be without you?
I have done that before. but I think it was that I was better without them! I can think of one case where that definately was the truth. It was great cause shortly thereafter I met Kelly.


24) What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them, or to tell them that you do not love them back?
Saying that I don't love them back. It's hard, but the truth has to be told.


25) Who are the most influential people in your life, and why?
my parents, various artists and creators I look up to. Obvious reasons.


26) Is it harder to say you're sorry, or to forgive someone?
Harder to forgive. I am the first to admit if I have wronged someone. I am stubborn, but not THAT stubborn. but I have a hard time forgetting when someone hurt me.


27) What is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?
I have many examples: My parents and their constant help. My friends for supporting me in their various ways. My wife for the awesome surprise Xmas last year. My co-workers for throwing me a surprise baby shower. I've never had a surprise party before. it was awesome.


28) What is the most important thing to you in a relationship?
Communication. Compromise. Compatability.

29) If you love someone and you don't think that they don't feel the same about you, do you tell them anyway?
I would tell them, they can take it or leave it.

30) What is one thing you regret more than anything else?
didn;t we already answer this question? I'd say right now its that I cannot stick to a diet. I feel like I need to do it now more than ever.

T