The great RON JEREMY will be at my dayjob this monday from 7-10pm I think. Hopefully I'll get the chance to meet him. Unfortunately, I have to work and its undetermined if I will be able to get a photo or autograph from him while on the clock. I hope so, cause if not, I will be bummed. But hey, what can I do, right? Still its exciting kinda. Of all the porn stars I would ever want to meet, of which there are few, he's at the top of the list.
They are releasing the SUPERMAN box set I have on Bluray. A couple extra docs and a deleted scene, but otherwise the same thing. ALL the movies will be remastered with new transfers and some of the Docs will be that way as well. Looking forward to upgrade this one. I would gladly buy the SUPERMAN movies over and over again. The first Superman is my favorite John Williams score of all time. And the magic of those films remind me of my childhood quite a bit. So yeah, definitely gonna score these!
I work a SHIT TON of hours the next two weeks. I think first of all, its a sale week cause its the strip club's 25th Anniversary and then after that I think a couple people are off for vacation. So I am gonna fall majorly behind on work as a result of that. Also, no podcasts really for me. Especially my thursday gigs. No Studio Chatters or BFB podcasts. Bums me out, but it is what it is. Also somehow I requested a day off next Saturday to help my brother at his KISS concert but I didn't get it off. So there's that. Hopefully something will present itself soon and I can still go. We'll see.
Been a lot on my mind lately about a lot of various stuff. Things I cannot go into publically. Its really been bumming me out and it also has been working me up to fits of anger and a bit of depression. Yeah, up and down the usual Adam roller coasters. But then last night, the line I printed out and keep in my wallet came into my head that I always say "Life is too short to stress yourself with people and things that don't deserve to be an issue in your life." It sunk in and I felt its power. And instantly, I was fine. I no longer cared about the things I was torturing myself over.
Why do I put myself through the ringer like this? Why can't I remain blissfully ignorant of those things that cause suffering and cut them off from me? I wish I could be more consistant with that. After all I've changed in my life over the past year, I still cannot maintain control of that. Apparently I still have some house cleaning to do in my soul basement. But I am going to keep that line of wisdom at the forefront of my mind to see if I can keep it there. And let all the worries, the stress, the complaints, the (well) EVERYTHING just wash off of me and I can become a being of strength. An impenetrable shield. Nothing can get through or derail me from those things that are important. That is my new goal in life now. To do that. And the rest will follow.
So my soul is now officially "Raising Shields", folks. And I think I will be a lot happier. But for today, my only day off for a bit, I will eat, drink beer tonight and enjoy my family time. (oh, and get some drawing done as well!)
luvs, T
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