Postive thinking mumbo jumbo

Never underestimate the power of positive thinking folks. It works. I've never felt better in my life. And I am accomplishing more than I ever thought possible. I just did 25 minutes on the treadmill. I started at 10 minutes a week ago and I hurt so bad. Then I increased to 15. And now 25. Because I knew I could and I pushed myself. And now, I am sitting here drinking a poweraide updating the blog and I think I could even go another 25 minutes today if I want to. I think I might later tonight.

I don't know what has connected in my brain the last few months but something has put me in the right mind to accomplish anything! I think it may be the positive atmosphere of the new town I am in. Or the fact that I have complete confidence in my work now. Or the friends I have cultivated through that work and through other means. The fact that I pay my bills on my artwork and my dayjob is second in my life. In fact, its barely a factor. The days of stressing over this or that person said this or that and pleasing others is long gone. That Adam doesn't exist anymore.

Last night on the way home I was sooooooooo tempted to pull into McDonalds and get a cheeseburger and fries. But I did not. I overcame myself. Because that Adam doesn't exist anymore. This Adam chooses good things and makes the right decision. He works hard and kicks ass. He don't sit and complain about how he fucks up. He fixes it. He speaks by actions. This is Adam now. And I like him alot. I'd fuck him if he were real.

Okay, I just got weird there. Sorry.

Point is, I've accomplished this through positive thinking. Glass is half full. Look at the sunny day we have. Like right now, The snow destroyed us yesterday, but I got my window open to enjoy the light outside and see the glow of the snow for a while as I type this. Its kinda nice, observing the good in chaos. Positive thinking taught me that.

And here's where I pitch some tape or book that helped me change right? Nope. No book. No tape or video. Just me. I did it. and I am offering that free advice right now. Wanna start changing your life? Start upstairs man. Cleanse it of the shit you got up there. Only you know what that is. Cleanse it. Wash it away from you. Then go out and rock it. Destroy what you got holding you down. Cause if I can do this, believe me, ANYONE can. And trust me, the high I get from how I feel now, feels waaaaaaay better than any cheeseburger or french fry could give me.

Go forth and rock it folks.

Luvs, T