After last nights bummer blog session, I got pumped up toward the end. Read below to see that. But I felt that I was kinda talking like my whole life is a downer or some shit. Far from it. I'm VERY happy to be doing what I do. Money hasn't been an important thing to my life and its not my focus. So I don't want you all to take what I said the wrong way. The way I read that now, I sounds like I am so frustrated in my lack of worldwide success, that I want to give up!
No! Never! Not at all. I got TONS going for me. I mean, lots of fans, a "cult" following if you will, that will only grow over time. I'm cool with that. I mean, one day, I will be offered to suck Satan's cock in exchange for a big lucritive money gig, and thats fine. Till then, I'm living indie life up! But my downer "I ain't made it yet" blogs I've been posting as of late are sounding redundant. Sorry about that. A BLOG is a journal and word journey of my daily ramblings, rants and frustrations. As moody as I am, I drift and change. Its a circle.
Last night, I got home and sat at my drawing table and pumped out two very killer PLEASANT LIFE #3 pages. See? Its a circle. You get the frustrations out in some form, and then your slate is clean to get to the getting. Its the JOURNEY that is important... no, not that band from the late 70's early 80's... I mean the journey of creation. Art, music, clothing, movies, etc. A journey. Us creative types are supposed to be this way. I graduated college and aren't I supposed to be some liberal left wing elitist overly-opinionated goth artist? Yeah... I had that phase...
Anyway, on to other things....
--One week from now, I'll go down to Shanes and we've got a shit ton to do: 1-Finish "ZOOMAZOAPOZA" and do final mix, burn master! 2-Finish Podcast 1-2 and upload to site. 3- Surf for jobs/apartments. The rest is tertitiary. But soooo necessary.
--I got 1,200 songs, podcasts and skit tapes uploaded to my IPOD now. I still got 22GB left on the sucker! I guess I got room to upload more! But I got the majority of what I want on it now. I'm LOADED baby!
--Get paid tomarrow.... finally! Also plan to go get comics in Midland, for the first time in a month! I need my fix yo!
--I've been giving away and selling alot of my shit. Becoming a minimalist? NO! Just trying to weed out my crap for the move in 6 months. I got tons of action figures, porn, comics and shit to get rid of. Interested in any of it? Email me!!!
--I found my brother online tonight and contacted him and his family. Hopefully we can hang out sometime and try to develop something that stays. I'd like that shit to go down.
--Gonna send off my forms for Pittsburgh Comic Con this week. April is looking fine already!
--A shit-ton of DVDs I want are coming out in November. I gotta get em all! (Kev Smith LIVE 2, Clerks 2, Star Trek Animated Series, Family Guy 4, and a few others I cannot recall right now.)
--I think my black cat, Hobbes might be gay. Seriously. My cat is gay. Thats fine, I'm not judgemental toward his lifestyle, and it DOES explain alot of things going on at my house between he and the other two male cats. Hmmmm....
--I miss my son. I wish we could hang out soon.
--Um.... I like pandas.
Okay, I'm running out of things to plug and talk about. Time for beddy-byes.
T
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